Friday, February 19, 2010

A fairwell to soul patches!




Had time to sit down here on a friday night and wanted to catch up with what is happening in my life. It's been about a week since I was processed and suffered through the MEPS (Military Entrance Processing Station) and enlisted with the National Guard. The ASVAB wasn't as bad as I had stressed it would be and I scored descent on it. I wasn't sure what to expect for a score until I started hearing what many of the other enlistee's were scoring. I heard everything from 25% to as high as 65% and I figured that I would end up somewhere in there. Sgt Klimack sent me a txt informing me that I had actually scored an 87% and was eligible for any job in the military with that score. What a blessing! Who would have thought that I would have done as well as I did. I'm greatful for the lords help there and i'm also greatful to be done with the MEPS.

Shortly after that I had the opportunity to swear in at the guard facility in Ogden. After a long day in MEPS, of standing in many lines and stressing about when I would be able to contact mom and update her with time table,  I was happy for some other scenery and to find mom there waiting to support me. I swore in with another kid who was only 17 and still in highschool named Arthur. The whole thing happened so quick as it was the end of the day and everyone wanted to be done and home. I would have liked to have had something of such great significance, as all great life changing moments, progress at a slower pace so that I could have absorbed more the impact of the moment of taking the oath. I can't speak for mom's emotions at the moment but it was all I could do to get through that oath without allowing the tears of great gratitude to run down my cheeks as my voice quavered through that oath. It was truely a...unique and unforgetable moment of my life that I will not soon forget.

It has now been a week since I enlisted and that's given me lots of time to digest the consequences of my actions. I'm excited about what may happen here with the next couple of months now that I've taken the plunge. I don't feel a great miraculous confirmation of my decision, but the weight of the choice has been removed from my shoulders and the dice has been cast. Now I have a designated path that I'm going to move down and make the best of it all and enjoy myself. I'm very excited to see what adventures this chapter of my life will bring me.

Tomorrow morning is my first drill at the Ogden RSP (recruit sustainment program) unit. It's a pre basic training course that enlistee's with delayed ship dates do in order to to get ahead of the curve and hit basic training ahead of the curve and more prepared than the other enlistee's. It ought to be alot of fun and their even paying me to have fun! That sounds like a win win situation to me;) So I write and dedicate this blog to the loss of my dear friend the soul patch that I've worn for the last few years and have come to like considerably. I'm going to miss it even though i'm sure mom will certainly be pleased to see it go, a fringe benefit of the military for you mom :)

A picture of me in my uniform right before I                                               finished shaving
                                            

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

A big move in ANY direction

I wanted to sit down briefly and kind of finish up this blog that I actually started creating months ago with the help of tyson the holtkamp. Now as my life prepares to take a major move in the direction of the military I am motivated to finish this and get it "fully operational!" As i'm sure all of you know i'm joining the national guard and subsequently the ROTC program up here at Utah State. Tomorrow I head down to salt lake with Sgt Klimack to take my ASVAB, get my physical,
and take the oath at which point there is no turning
back and I will have contracted for several years. Am I
nervous? Absolutely. Is it the right thing...well time
will prove me right or wrong but I'm going to go off
the advice of my blessing in that "we can grow where ever we are planted." This process has been
a nerve wracking one and has caused me a great deal of anxiety over the last year and a half. The military has always been a dream of mine but i've always been afraid of doing it for fear that I was being irresponsible, selfish and simply misguided. But I've come to a point in my life where I'm finally tired enough of not making some sort of forward progress. So after many long hours of thinking and debating with myself and picking the minds and wisdom of my loving parents and siblings I feel ok about doing this and seeing where it takes me. I want to thank all of you who have taken the time to share their life wisdom with me and have helped me along with making this choice of direction with my life. I'm generally a very cautious, slow going guy when it comes to making decisions. When considering between a box of lucky charms VS a box of fruit loops it has at times takin me upwards of 20min to decide which. Now with major life decisions...maybe upwards of 20 years! So this is it, me making a big move in A direction. We can grow in any setting and situation if we make the most of it. I ask for all your prayers and support as I now begin this new journey in my life.


Making history

Due to the overwhelmingly creation and demand of family blogs I have now joined the ranks of blog making peoples. Things will be changing greatly in the upcoming months for me and I've decided this the best way to stay in touch and update the fam to my where abouts and happenings. Hopefullly I can soon hit the same level of professionalism as my older siblings have. For the name...well I wanted to reference logan as being the frigid wasteland and I have affectionately connected myself with one of my favorite games growing up, MECHWARRIORS!
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